when u feel confused or in between things.. GOD is always the best solution.. hehehe.. life is a gift! a gift of SNAKES and LADDERS.. ahahahahah... 
im not actually confused...it's more of anxiety blues in making the "either, or's" of our tiny lives. put it this way, you wanna red shirt or blue shirt? red? blue? red? blue? red... yeah i'll take it. and then later on you see someone in the party wearing that blue shirt and his cooler and way popular than you and the red shirt. you say 'dang it, i should've taken that one'. life's a bitch, so please mr. jesus h. christ roll my dice... please.